I am so glad that your pregnancy did not work out!

I can’t believe I am saying this but irony of my life is that it is true.
When my cousin told me she was pregnant, it seemed like the sky fell up on me. I was looking for ways to settle it but I knew the only way was to let the baby go. And it [...]

Is God mad at me for some reason?

I have no words to explain how bad I am feeling right now. I am going through something that I have always intentionally avoided so far. My 20 year old cousin is pregnant and she needs to have an abortion. And I am the one who has to take her to the clinic while I [...]

Another Ending…

I am really happy that you lovely ladies have read and commented in my blog. Since I am always struggling with my English so if I can make sense in my writings I certainly feel great about it.
I want to end my ramblings with my miscarriages so in this post I am going to talk [...]

And there it goes again!

I was quite scared when I found out about the pregnancy but as I said before I thought this time I was going to make it.
We were planning to go somewhere for a vacation after the first incident. My period was due on the day were leaving for Nepal. I took one HPT before [...]

Life becomes so unbearable sometimes

It was exactly on the 17thday after my LMP. It was weekend and I was at work. I was getting ready to leave the office since it was almost five p.m. Before I leave office I went to the restroom to pee and I saw blood on my panties. It was not bright red but [...]