And baby makes a lot of people….

I started this blog for ranting and venting about my pregnancy losses. I was at a little loss of words when I became pregnant and was staying that way…..now that I finally had the baby it seems words are even further. It feels kind of weird to write things about a gassy and fussy baby [...]

Oh by the way – We are having a BOY!

We have found that out too during the time I was away from the blog!
Although my doctor did not recommend but we decided to have ultrasound every month for the peace of my mind.
We went for our 25 week ultrasound (after the 20 week one) at a different place and this time the lady doing [...]

Blah Blah and Blah

I have been away because I was depressed. Very depressed.
Now if you ask me why I was depressed – I really don’t know what happened.
All I know is I was upset and feeling very low for not very apparent reasons.  
I still keep feeling weird and sad and I do not have clear idea why. [...]

Lot’s of Family Drama!!

I had to be away from blogland longer than I actually meant to…….a lot of family dramas were going on. The drama queen was my younger sister. She just finished her teen age and she is very spoilt. She had a fight with my mom last week about something very silly and she felt nobody [...]

My struggle towards a Fetal Doppler (It would be nice if I did not know about it at all)!

I will definitely blame it on my excessively web browsing and reading other PG ladies blogs. I have never heard of a Fetal Doppler before I started reading some of the blogs. Okay may be I heard but I had no idea that you can have one of them at home – I always thought [...]

Still hanging in there – barely

Doing better than before. No more diarrhea but feeling like puking every now and then.
Should be 7w5d today according to my LMP. Still around 15 days left till I am supposed to have an u/s as per my doctor’s recommendation.
The waiting is becoming impossible day by day and I wonder when I will simply [...]

Where did I put my remote – I want to fast forward few days of my life!

So here I am – I have a urine test report to prove I am pregnant but my mind does not really make me feel so pregnant. I am in denial and worrying every moment its not going to last too long. I think it’s a state which is called half pregnant!
As CJ says, my ‘processor’ never [...]

I have been awarded…Yay!!

OMG OMG I got an award…!!!
Yaaay! This is the first time ever I got any kind of award; well if I come to think of it I did not get so many prizes either in my life. I got a ‘second prize’ when I was in second grade – my dad was the main financial [...]

I had my period!

Finally I had my period today. Since I was kind of paranoid for the last 10 days expecting it to come any time so when today during work I felt I was licking something I just assumed that it was most probably psychological. But when I got time to check my panty and I figured that I was having my period; I [...]

Really pissed at AF

Well I had my last period on February 8, 2008. Since I usually have 31-32 days cycle and its quite regular, I was expecting my AF to come around 10th of March. This cycle was long waited for me as I had decided that I would start TTC after AF comes. But guess what AF [...]